Blushing is no beauty anymore?

Okay, I have this seriously messed up problem. Recently I realized I might like %26lt;(a little) my close friend that's a guy because suddenly i couldn't talk to him, and as my friends say I ran and blushed whenever within ten feet of him, but i really want to talk to him, and especially not blush!


but how do I actually know if 'm blushing?????Blushing is no beauty anymore?
You don't know?! Lucky soul. When I blush I instantly feel my face and ears heat up and kind of *prickle* with sweat and everyone comments on how red I am. Don't worry if you're a cute blusher. If you're an ugly blusher like me, then I guess you better run away.

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